Saturday, January 28, 2006
its chinese new year eve today.but im still having sore throat.gotta stay away from those nice goodies le.sad.had steamboat dinner wif family.didnt go to dear house today.his mum ask me to join them for reunion dinner.but i still gotta eat wif my family so didnt go.miss dear so much even though its onli one day.tomolo not meeting dear too.haix.dear.gonna miss u so much le.>.<
realli hope to see u soon.=)
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27 Jan 06
didnt went for java lab.overslept.so decided to juz skip the lab session.too tired le.went to sch at around 11 plus for digital media and design.fun.but was abit blur about the procedures.or i wasnt concentrating hard enough.the lecturer was talking way too fast.haix.talking to dear in msn at the same time.but dear was dismissed at 1pm.went to dear house after lesson.msged him but no reply.a bit worried.hoping he's at home.reach his house.lucky he's at home.sleeping.went to sleep too till abt 6 plus.meet john for dinner.intending to go marina bay eat and drink de.but in the end forget abt the idea le.wanted to eat kway chap.but closed le.so had fried hokkien mee.after dinner.talk and joke.say alot of funny things.talk till rather late before going to 7-11.bought vodka.head back to dear house.each tried a little.dun realli taste good.alright onli.john went home.den watch anime wif dear.nice.flame of recca.watch till dun wanna go home.but still went home at around 2 plus.his dad and sis fetched me home.
i'll love u till the end of time.
muack<3
Thursday, January 26, 2006
going back to school today le.miss quite a number of lectures.tutorials.labs.haix.
25 Jan 06
fever gone le.but having blocked nose.cough due to uncomfortable throat.quickly get well everyone.chinese new year is nearing.this sunday.i still wanna eat those new year goodies de.>.<
licks.woke up at 10 plus today when dear msged me.dear still in school.hmm.went to dear house at around 11 plus going to 12.not sure abt the time lahhs.saw his family spring cleaning the living room.dear playing dota.watch dear play while waiting for our mcspicy to arrive.finally here le.had it as lunch.watch tv.dozed off.forgot to bring medicine.haix.blocked nose is realli terrible.went to take a nap.woke up at 9 plus.watch the 9pm show.nice lahhs.miss many episodes le.den had dinner wif dear.keep making fun of me.hehe.wont be angry de.play com.listen to songs.there's some realli nice songs.went home at 1am.
dear.
dun stay up too late k.
sleep early.
muack<3
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
mc today.
23 Jan 06
fell sick.went to school.feeling terrible.had PD lesson.presentation.followed by comm skills.will be having comm skills oral presentation next week.gotta get myself some formal wear by this week.went home after comm skills lesson.not able to attend electronics fundamental and java make up lesson.haix.hope didnt miss out lots of stuffs.ok.gotta rest le.
wanna watch memoirs of a geisha.
muack<3
Monday, January 23, 2006
there's PD lesson AGAIN today.boring.having flu ritex now.=(
20 Jan 06
dear fell sick on friday.slightly feverish.went to dear house together after lesson.dear doin project.but didnt in the end.irresponsible group members he had.haix.dear.dun care about them lahhs.at least u done wad u're supposed to do ritex.do it urself if u tink u're so smart and stop talking so much crap.pathetic.haix.rest at dear house.can see dear feeling realli sick.hav no appetite.juz keep sleepin.after dear taken some medicine at nitex.went to rest again.till 3 plus i tink den go home.sleep for like 1-2 hour.
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21 Jan 06
went to dear house.like 8 plus.wait for dad to go to work first.mum's complainin.come home late and leave the house early in the mornin.but after explainin.she finally understood le.haix.rest wif dear.dear still having fever.didnt went to waihon's bday.rest till dunno wad time.woke up.dear playin dota.after lunch.taken medicine.and sleep again.went home around 1 or 2 plus.cant remember.poor memory.came online.but somethin's wrong wif the internet connection.cant sign in to msn.chatted wif dear on the phone.its short but very happy le.
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22 Jan 06
reach dear house at about 9.45am.watchin dear sleep.readin storybook.can see tt he's better le.happy.dear went to the doc at 11 plus.had lunch.went back to dear house.dear playing dota.watchin him play and dozing off at the same time.got a book to read to keep myself awake.lots of interesting stories.sleep again.woke up at 6 plus.had cup noodles.tom yam.watchin tv.played world of warcraft.pretty nice.like my character alot.priest.was playin wif dear.hehe.keep tickling me wif my hair.keep sneezing.went home.felt abit better on the way home.
dear.
im realli happy to see u recovering.
no matter how sick u are.
im always there wif u.
to take care of u.
muacks<3
Friday, January 20, 2006
1am plus.juz came back from dear house.make sure my proj due tomolo is completed.goin to bed le.today.java lab.digital media and design lab.
Thursday, January 19, 2006
today.woke up late.had lesson at 8am but got up at 7.35am.haix.didnt get much sleep.rushing through my sem project till 5 plus.actualli wanna wake up at 6.25am.but didnt hear the alarm rings.or im into a deep sleep.tt's why didnt managed to hear the alarm.reach sch at 9.juz nice for the next lesson.multimedia computer lecture.boring.dun understand one single thing in her lecture.after her lecture.meeting wif our personal mentor.after listening to wad he has to say for a long time.finally dismissed le.haix.i realli sad about somethin.i dunno wad im supposed to do.i muz hav done somethin wrong.sorry.dun wan this to happen again.i dun like it.
now blogging at home.doing projects at the same time.PD project due tomolo.but i hav not started yet.haix.today is a long long day.time is passing realli slow.
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went back to sch to look for dear.nyp open house today.dear say its crowded and saw some familiar ppl there.PD proj finally completed.biz plan took away my sleep.haix.took cab to nyp.went to ang mo kio for dinner.dear put lots of chilli into my mee sua.eeek.hot lehhs.took bus to dear house when it started to rain.watched america idol.managed to get in.they were so happy.watched dear playing game.was dozing off.too tired.had dinner again.licks.rest together wif dear on his bed.its tempting me to sleep.i cant take it.but its already 1am.gotta go home.
im happy being wif u.
muack<3
Monday, January 16, 2006
today.had PD lesson at 8 but woke up at 7am.late.haix.drag myself up.i realli cant get up.i wan to sleep.didnt meet shirley.she gotta go to sch early for her project.gonna see her wear formal next week.hehe.so anxious to see her in formal.she say she got presentation next week.wonder if its true.PD lesson was alrites.after PD was comm skills.comm skills still as bad.test.asking u logical questions.went to food junction for lunch.chicken rice.left fj quickly and rush to YCK mrt station.take cab to john's house.cos dear there.reach le.we three watch some cartoon shows over the internet.cartoon violence.take a rest.was sleeping when dear and john try to style my hair wif gel.hehe.quickly went to the bathroom to wash my hair.its all sticky.my hair hardens.eeek.took cab to sch wif dear at 150pm.was going to be late.had electronics fundamental practical test.u can leave the moment u finish ur practical test.took a long time to finish mine.hais.trying to figure out my circuit.finally finished it.waited for karl and shirley.went home le.
didnt meet dear after sch.
dear got karate class at 830.
tomolo sure gotta meet.
headache now.bye
muack<3
15 Jan 06
went to dear house at 11 plus.watched dear play dota.after dear had his lunch.sleep.woke up at 4 plus.wait for dear to prepare.and left le.went to my grandma house wif dear.my little cousin's bday.so many ppl there.relatives.i see so many ppl.become blur.wished my cousin happy bday.and ate a little.chat a while wif my cousins.and we left le.going to dear's fren robin's chalet.or bbq.hmm.oso quite a number of ppl there.all i dunno de.except the usual group.watched tv there.oso nothing much to do there.dear smoking wif frens.after a while.went to arcade.play.dear,me and john start this para para.agreed each of us play one stage.after yanjun and frens finished their daytona.they came over to look at us.den we split up into two teams.dear,me and john.yanjun,waihon and mingshen.compete.see which team's score higher.hehe.played for quite a long time.fun lahhs.enjoyed myself though.went back to chalet.sing bday song.cut cake.and leave le.took cab to lau pa sat for supper.didnt eat anythin at the chalet.the taxi trip was long.car sick.nearly throw up.hais.had satay and noodles.chatted.waited for dear dad to fetch us from lau pa sat as well.its cold.reached home at 2 plus.tired.complete my PD homework.went to bed le.
muack<3
Sunday, January 15, 2006
hmmm.realli sorry about the post yesterday.was feeling real down yesterday.but dun worry.we are ok le.i deleted yesterday's post le.
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14 Jan 06
went to town wif dear.shoppin for new year's clothes.onli bought one top.next time den go shoppin wif frens.after buying juz one top.went walking around cine.den we stop outside yoshinoya.lookin at ppl walking past.like for 10 mins.was so hungry le.den went in and eat.realli happy to see dear again.thot i wont hav the chance to see him again le.after dinner.walk to plaza singapura.go play arcade.hoping to find house of the dead 4 there.but sorry.there isnt any there.left plaza singapura.find one cool spot and sit down.chat for quite a long time.wif the cooling wind.realli nice.time to go home.went down the mrt station.dhobby ghaut.walk past the arcade there.saw house of the dead 4.we were like ehh.and went in le.watch ppl play.exciting.walk around in the arcade.saw a machine.wif soft toy inside.den saw this cute little kitten soft toy.tell dear tt's cute.den dear try to catch it for me.wif two to three tries.dear got it le.happy wor.cos i thot wont be able to catch it de.muack.watch other ppl play house of the dead 4 for a while before leaving.went home.reached my void deck.chat wif dear while waiting for his dad to come.chatted.den his dad came le.even though its short.but im contented.
we belong together.
muack<3
Saturday, January 14, 2006
When you left.
I lost a part of me.
It's still so hard to believe.
Come back baby please cause
We belong together.
Who else am I gonna lean on when times get rough.
Who's gonna talk to me on the phone.
Till the sun comes up.
Who's gonna take your place.
There ain't nobody better.
Oh baby baby.
We belong together baby.
-Mariah Carey.We Belong Together-
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13 Jan 06
went to dear house at 6 plus.bought breakfast for dear and his bro.roti prata.was so sleepy.no lesson today.but dear having lesson from 10am to 1 pm.den i sleeping at dear house.cant realli wake up.too tired to get up.finally dear came back at 1 plus i guess.dear told me he still got caught for his hair even though he spray his hair dark brown.the lecturer wan black totally.den sleep again.sleep till 9 plus den wake up.hav dinner.watch tv.and went home at 12 plus.cos late le.
dear.
i realli lurve u alot.
i will neva let u go.
do u ever noe tt u are always the best.
no one else can replace u.
i dun care how good looking other ppl are.how nice they are.
i dun wan anyone.
i juz wan u.
lurve u lots.
muack<3
Friday, January 13, 2006
12 Jan 06
supposed to hav java lesson today.but was cancelled.didnt managed to wake up on time.lucky sia.otherwise go sch and realise no lesson.wake up at 10 plus when dear msg.the weather today is too cool to sleep.had blocked nose.keep sneezing.haix.but feel better after mum gave me medicine.play com game for a while.yahoo games.too bored le.heex.go down to hougang green to buy coloured hair spray for dear.otherwise the lecturer go bonkers again and start catching him for his hair.went to dear house.bring his cigarettes.and meet dear at nyp.dear going off at 730.took 159 to dear place.had fun chatting wif dear on the bus.and its cold in the bus.had dinner.and watch dear play game.and left at 12 plus.and his parents gave me durians.licks.
muack<3
Thursday, January 12, 2006
11 Jan 06
study till 6 plus.cant finish.haix.was so tired.lie on my bed for about 10 to 15 mins.when dear ask me to meet him at 755 for breakfast before going to sch together.quickly got up.got everything ready and leave le.was late for about 5 mins i suppose.hehe.sorry dear.hmm.had mcdonalds breakfast.was chatting.first time having breakfast wif dear so early in the morning.heex.after breakfast.went to dear house.lazy to take mrt to sch.his dad fetch us to sch.meeting shirley and frens at mcdonalds.study there before heading to block N.everyone so stressed.and the weather so cold.raining again i guess.too much to study le.haix.most of us left the lecture hall early.was shivering inside the lecture hall.didnt wear dear's jacket.i practically cant do the questions.my mind was blank.i could onli remember some of it.totally hopeless.i noe i wont do well for this common test.20% of the whole module.haix.should hav study harder.harder.i muz study hard for sem exam.
meet dear after the paper.sorta disappointed in myself.take cab back to dear house.both having headaches due to insufficient sleep.watching dear play dota.dozing off.den went to bed and sleep le.woke up at 6 plus.watch tv.having dinner.dear playing game.keep saying he muz complete tt round.but it wasnt easy.hehe.after dinner went to bed and rest.and went home at 12.
common tests over.
projects half completed.
gonna start on my java prog project.
sem ending soon.examinations should be near.
bye.
muack<3
Tuesday, January 10, 2006
now.its raining again.sitting by the window.so cold sia.
monday~
went to sch.for electronics fundamental practical test.wake up at 11 plus.left at 12 to meet shirley.started to rain heavily.didnt bring an umbrella along.dun like to.got myself drenched.finally met shirley le.reach atrium.saw our classmate.told us practical test cancelled.we were like huh.called the lecturer to recomfirm.he said.yes the practical test is cancelled.he was told to cancel all lesson.we shouldnt hav go to sch.he could hav contacted us the day before.unless he doesnt hav our contact numbers.or he's busy wif somethin.haix.no choice.go home.msg dear.told me he was sick.didnt go to sch.so i took mrt to dear house.still raining heavily.didnt bother to take bus.walk.drenched again.finally reached dear house le.bathe.sleep wif dear for a while.before accompanyin dear to the doc.overslept sia.the clinic closes at 4.gotta wait till 7pm.sleep again.woke up at 8.go to the doc.went to buy dinner for dear.had mcdonalds.watched dear play com game.and watch tv at the same time.sound of colours.nice.went home at 1am.
dear.hope u get well soon wor.
love u.
muacks.
having headache now.
argh.
its a public holiday today.
Monday, January 09, 2006
its 3am morning.raining for the whole day sia.did nothing much.cos no dear by my side.msn.chattin wif dear for as long as i can before letting my sis use the com.chat till 7 plus.bathe.watch tv.tt charity show.a date wif a vampire 3.last episode today.sad.no more vampire next week.chatting wif dear again in msn.till now.yesterday.realli a difficult day to pass.used to having dear by my side all the time.
no school today.
common test week.
missing dear so much.
i wan to see u now.
i love u.
muack<3
Sunday, January 08, 2006
raining.was raining so heavily in the morning.wake at 1 plus.hehe.wonder when the rain will actually stop.chinese new year coming.gonna shop for new year clothes.heex.happy.chinese new year mood.but still gotta wait till my last paper ends first.haix.gonna study.loads to study too.didnt go to dear house today.woke up late.hehe.
reading dear blog.filled wif lots of emotions.had read his blog last time.noe wad he went through.realli sad.i dun care how she treated him.but i noe i wont be another her.or she has her own reasons for doing so.no one noes except for herself ritex.wont comment much about this.
dear.
actualli u got a group of wonderful frens.
they were there for u when u are at ur lowest.
gonna stop here.
muack<3
morning.bought mcdonald breakfast to dear house.raining.was later than the previous time.reach dear house at around 8 plus.take cab still so late.immediately put the breakfast on the table and go sleep le.wake up at 2 plus to eat tt breakfast.become our lunch le.hehe.watch dear game for some time.and go sleep again.been eating and sleeping recently.oh ya.still gotta study for my next common test.multimedia computer.not sure whether im able to finish studying all the chapters tested.hope i can.sleep till 6.30.wake up.wait for dear to prepare.
went to orchard heeren.window shopping.shopping for new year clothes.cant find the clothes tt dear wan.walk to far east.raining again.cold sia.talk and joke.realli hav fun.reach far east le.went shopping around and see.finally found one shop.den go in and see.wa.the clothes there look gentleman.buttoned shirt.buttoned long sleeves.den dear choose one jean and try.the shop owner.guess he is the shop owner.pick another two more jeans.ask dear to try.dear choose one.and the owner pick some shirts for dear.nice.chat chat.asking me.i 14?haix.i noe i small lahhs.nice service anyway.in the end.dear bought one jean and two shirts.if im not wrong.had bk for dinner.and went park lane.play arcade.watch dear play house of the dead 2.complete wor.after tt take bus go home le.
had dinner at dear house again.so full.watch some tv.and go home.
life now is so nice and peaceful.
when my past was juz slacking at home.watching tv.
now wif u.
life's been more colourful than ever.
dear.realli thank u for letting me love u and take care of u.
i wan to be wif u always and neva leave u.
everyone has a past.
it's juz whether u willing to let it go and look forward to the future.
everything has change for me.my life is filled wif u.
wif u in my life.my life will neva be empty.
dear i lurve u.
muacks.
Thursday, January 05, 2006
today.woke up late.lesson at 8 and i woke up at 7.quickly get out of bed.den shirley msg saying she gonna be late.wan me to go to sch first.but i was late too.so in the end still meet shirley and go to sch together.been so tired recently.ppl say u will look old if u dun hav adequate sleep.haix.dismissed at 9 plus today.but gotta meet wif sem proj lecturer to discuss the progress of our business plan.he talked for so long.having headache listening to him.and it is so freezing cold in tt discussion room.and im lazy to bring a jacket to sch lahhs.=)
had lunch wif shirley and kok jing at hougang mall.ate claypot chicken rice.nice.licks.after tt we were juz walking around at hougang mall.when kok jing told us he saw a lady like jeanette aw.ya.she indeed look like her.or its her.pretty.other ppl notice her too.perhaps its realli her.hmm.left hougang mall.
home sweet home.finally.went to bed immediately.nice weather to sleep lahhs.but cold.sneezing.msging dear.wont be able to see him today.miss him lots.
having java test tomolo.gonna study tonite.
java.headache.
lucky not java practical test.
its totally theory test tml.heex.
ok lahhs.
missing u.
muacks.<3
Wednesday, January 04, 2006
first day of sch after a week break.feeling sleepy.eyes heavy.met shirley and went to sch together.it's a daily routine.multimedia computer early in the morning.going through tutorials.preparing for common test.today's lessons ended quickly.stayed back in sch to revise maths together wif shirley,melissa,alvin,weijie and kok jing.stressed.wanting to close my eyes and sleep.i cant do tt.the test is juz the following day.haix.study till 3 plus.left sch.head to YCK mrt station.meeting dear.sorry to keep dear waiting.mmm.went to dear house.continue studying my maths.argh.cannot take it anymore.went to sleep wif dear at around 8.woke up at 11 plus.talk talk wif dear.and doing funny stuffs.hehe.had fried rice as supper.and went home le.realli like lying beside dear all the time.
its 2 months today.
now i noe how important it is to cherish the one u love.
i love u lots.
muacks.
Tuesday, January 03, 2006
it's the second say of 2006.went to dear house in the morning.bought breakfast.rang the doorbell once.no one open the door.rang second time.dear come open the door.thot no one at home sia.phew.his parents not at home.weird.was feeling abit sleepy.den went to his bed and sleep.till abt 12 plus i tink.if i didnt remember wrongly.hehe.poor memory.when on the way to dear house.wa.so cold lorhhs.it's like this in the morning.haix.but neva mind.so warm when sleeping together wif dear.heex.like it.spend the afternoon watching dear play games and eating.accompany dear go meet yanjun to pass him his cd.went to arcade at entertainment.played House of the dead 4 wif dear.fun.but feeling very hot in the arcade.like no air con lorhhs.i so fast die le.no skills.hehe.continue watching dear play.shoot and shoot.after a while.dear oso die le.den went back home.go out for dinner wif his parents and grandma.had steamboat.yums.eat till soo full sia.after dinner.went sleeping at dear house.for a while onli den go home le.cos got lesson on tues.
common test for these 2 weeks.2 papers.Maths 1 and multimedia computer.hais.
gonna study hard.
muacks.
Happy new year!! It's 2006!! Sunday, January 01, 2006
happy new year ppl.may all ur wishes come true.everyone stays happy and healthy.to be together wif dear.
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new year eve.
went to dear house in the morning to wake him up.cos he say going out wif yanjun and frens at 12pm.but i slept too.so didnt went to meet them.meet up wif them onli at around 6 plus.at bugis.late.i noe.they already almost finish eating le.hehe.den take pics at the cafe there.stella and mingshen.so shy sia.hehe.after dinner.went for dessert nearby bugis.eat eat.talk talk.saw magdalene,winnie and sondi.
head to esplanade.for countdown.alot of ppl at the mrt station sia.crowded wor.so xinku there.hot.walk walk slowly to esplanade.juz to watch the fireworks there.nice.heex.so happy can spend new year wif dear.muacks.the fireworks like 5 mins.but i happy le.can see fireworks.hehe.now juz left a few of us.dear.me.yanjun.mingshen.wenxi.litong.john.and maybe some others i cant remember le.haha.feeling giddy.haix.den dear sick.
after the fireworks.went to toapayoh wif dear and john.eat mac.so hungry sia.wait for the rest to reach toapayoh.but they didnt reach sia.john call them.they say they watching movie at cine.haix.we still waiting there like idiots.neva mind ba.
went to dear house.spend the nitex there.no bus le.dun feel like going home anyway.new year mahx.should stay out and enjoy.
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had a nice new year for 2006.no more celebrating alone at home.
hope everything goes on smoothly for me and dear in this new year.heex.
lurve u dear.
muacks.
